Saturday, February 19, 2011

blind side

I can see your hair and hear your voice. Your hands occasionally make it past the seat as though to tease my face and when you move in your seat your scent makes it to me and reminds me of the comfort you bring to my life. I am having the time of my life imagining how your mouth is forming as you speak with your lips momentarily showing your beautiful teeth as they come together and part for every word. I can't wait to enjoy great beer while we hold hands or sit next to eachother in the company of our family. I'm so excited to charge with you in my arms. My buff sexy arms ha. Bro! I love you baby. You just turned around and my heart went a little crazy and my soul felt your comfort and love. I an so blessed to have you. I love that you're djing this drive with your amazing taste in music :). Wow love I can't believe I have you for me. God has blessed us insanely. You just turned around and kissed me :) It made my body go crazy he he. Thank you G-Love, MUAH.
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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

First thirty one.

January is gone and it left a ton of memories that fill our hearts with an amazing beautiful feeling. Santiago Damien De Leon was born Jan. 17 at 9:59 am weighing in at 6lbs 1 oz. and measured in at a healthy 19.5 inches. Which marks us at 5 wnderful nephews and 2 gorgeous nieces. Come April we'll be at 6 nephews he he. Jeanette (our sister mother of alonzo and santiago) has been staying here at the house and it has been a joyful experience having her back and spending time like we havent in such a long time. i missed her more than i thought. I love her and the babies so much and juan (our brother in law) also. I feel that i love him in a different way now. Watching him spend time and display love to his children makes me extremely happy like water works happy and it excites me to have some children of our own but really everything makes me want to be married and have kids with my AMAZING Love. (yes you honey). Im bummed out that she leaves this weekend.



We've started school and its really exciting to learn a bunch of cool shit. Im proud of us. its been kinda hard not having time like we used to to spend time with eachother though. It seems like everytime we find time to do something cool school gets in the way. its okay though im just complaining like a child when i know that this will give us the ability to start our own home and explore the world. We have the rest of our lives to explore this earth and eachother, we just get anxious at times. Its all goood.



I've also started attenending Cathecism which is a BEAUTIFUL experience. I love getting together every wednesday with the rest of the Cathecists and talk about G-Loves love. The whole room is filled with it. ahhhhhh its undescribable. It isnt just that feeling alone either its the feeling of knowing that im that much closter to bieng able to put a ring on the love of my lifes finger and sealing our love in Holy matremony.



With Gods help ive gotten a lot better at dealing with my nervousness. I can drink coffee now and be fine. Prouuuuuuud of youuuuuuuuuu. he he he. and the nervousness comes and goes but it isnt as bad as before and it doesnt ruin my days anymore. The power of a prayer should never be underestimated.




We've been fighiting a little and acting like children some and thats okay. I wouldnt want to fight and be a child with anyone else. The fighting is miniscule compared to all the amazing times we have baby.

We are an amazing couple and i thank God everyday for having blessed my life. Nothing invented by man can compare or express this Love we have. There are no letters to arrange or images that can be captured by light that can depict or express this amazing feeling i get when you stand there with my body next to you yours and you say four words that mean and infinite amount of feeling and i dont know what other word to use i just know that what i feel you feel also and that is something i will never let go and always appreciate. I am fearlessly IN LOVE WITH YOU and i hope i am as amazing and beautiful and posotive and strong and loving and caring for you as you are for me. I am so blessed to have the opportunity to be your husband. When i walk or drive or sit or work i think about it and i laugh histeraclly and cry cause i cant belive that God brought me back home to the woman i thought about everyday and cried both in happiness and sadness over for 4 years. WOW!!!!! Im sorry i made stupid decisions within those four years baby but i assure you none of it meant a thing. i was lost. God has given us this love because he belvies in and loves us. He knows we will appreciate it and care for and love one another in a beautiful and honest way. God has blessed our hearts honey.


My love has came over a lot more and has gotten to know mom and the rest of the family better and im SOOOO GLAD that they love eachother and mom gave me a kiss on the cheek :) (dont hate). Im super excited to have our families meet eachother. I have huge feeling about them all getting along and loving eachother.



I miss you baby.




Thank you G-Love for this beautiful life.
 "god dont give you nothing to heavy to carry, my lifes so beautiful i think i wanna marry it."