Sunday, January 23, 2011

Can't stress this enough,

I would put a picture of a couple kissing passionately here, but I can assure you we are a thousand times cuter and more passionate than anything on the internet..than anything invented.

I AM INSANELY IN LOVE.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hello Again

It's been a while since i've had a chance to talk to you.. or to myself i should say since no one's listening but the future me. On December 16th, a great and terrible thing happened. I just thought i'd tell you. As amazing as it was, I regretted it for a while..i couldn't bring myself to love the way I did. Slowly and steadily i'm learning to love myself and my future husband the same way I did before the little..incident. I was scared up until January 1st, but I thank G-love for that scare because it taught me (us) a lesson and it taught us well. I finally feel at peace with myself. It was one mistake after the other and it kept happening and happening and I felt shittier and shittier about it until it got to that point, the peak of it all..I want to start this new year fresh and not make any more mistakes.. my writing is extra weak right now. or should i say write now hahaha crack myself up. I have a lot of thanks to give our God.

Baby, I love you because you are the funniest boy i've ever met. I love you because you understand everything that I say to you, I love you because you are incredibly smart and in the way that counts in life. I love you because you are so passionate about life and everything that comes with it.. music, love, family, beer..all the right things. I love you because the way you smell makes me want to take my clothes off, and I love you because you won't let me. I love you because you brighten up the room and make everyone smile. I love you because you have a special type of grace with children. I love you because every time I get mad and hang up on you, you call me and text me until I can't resist to reply. I love you because you leave me bruises and you let me leave you bruises. Cruiser Bruiser! (sorry) I love you because you try to help me even if I don't need help.. I love you because you put up with my mood swings. I love you because you are going to be an amazing husband and father. I love you because you have a heart that can understand everything, and feel passionate about things that other people look past. I love you because you can enjoy music and weather and beer in such an extraordinary way. I love you because when I'm with you I feel like I am with myself. I love you because you get goosebumps and your eyes get watery for the gayest things. I love you because you have a HUGE you-know-what. I love you because your lips and teeth are gorgeous and the way they move when you talk makes me want to beg for kisses. I love you because you appreciate everything God does for you.. and i mean truly appreciate. I love you because you waited four years for me. I love you because that one time Eggs told you I was a stuck-up cheerleader you didn't believe him. I love you because your hands are fucking beautiful. I love you because I can do absolutely nothing with you and have the time of my life. I love you because you aren't shy at all. I love you because you are musically inclined. I love you because you are taking a risk by loving me so much, knowing that G-love might have another plan for me. (doubt it though, baby) I love you because when I think of my future, the first thing in my mind is you. I love you because you sing me to sleep. I love you because you sing on key. I love you because you always make that face when your eyebrows go up, and I love that you have a little line on your forehead for it. I love you because you are a hard-worker. I love you because the way you touch my face makes me feel like i've never in my life felt before. (i'm getting the chills just thinking about it) I love you because you dress so comfortable all the time. I love you because you look adorable no matter what you're wearing or how you did your make-up. I love you because you can eat as much as I do. I love you because you just called. Muah.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

December, You and me.

I apalogize Love and Self for not blogging in so long. I knew i wanted to i was just waiting on the right time


This December I was enlightened on the true meaning of Christmas,  ( i knew its meaning i just never truely grasped it and felt it so deep in my heart) and was able to celebrate it with a beautiful loving and carring family whom i love and get to spend every holiday with for the rest of my life. They are Blessing to my life but not my life alone, to anyone who knows them. I hold them dear in my heart.



Thank you G-Love for being so loveful and forgiving and smart. I apologize for the many times that i have offened you. You've given me so much that i havent asked for or feel i deserve but you give me these things because you believe in me. I am forever gratefull for you Love and the ability you've given us to feel everthing happy/sad along with your discapline. We've learned our lesson and thank you for scaring us to death :). We Love You, BEAUTIFUL GENIOUS. muuuah!!




My Love, nobody will love you the way i do.bes belie dat he he. This past  year we became closer than we have ever been and we've been growing together both as individuals and as a couple. I am beyond happy that it is you who G-Love has blessed me with to share lives with. I couldnt and wouldnt want to go through life with anyone else. I love you because we are so comfortable around eachother. I love you because we share a sense of humor and you can make me laugh like not a lot of people cant. I love you because you are unknowingly romantic (the word romantic must have something to do with being from rome huh?). I love you because you love yourself. I love you becasue you eat more than i do most of the time. I love you because you can drink beer and appreciate its taste not just because you wanna get drunk and disrobe. I love you because you are passionate with mostly everything you do. I love you because you are honest. I love you because you arent afraid to hurt my feelings. I love you because you point out things i need to work on. I love you because you are my Hip-Hop. I love you because you make a great mother and i cannot wait until you have a little belly. I love you becasuse you are a genious and you know it. I love you because you have an amazing amount of self confidence. I love you because you are beautiful i mean look at that face and those thighs and those boobs and that butt and that stomach (im getting turned on by thinking of you). I love you because you kiss me and make me feel like nobody has ever made me feel before. I love you because i love myslef. I love you through G-Love and that is the Greatest Love. I can write on forever but then i wouldnt get to telling you this........ I appreciate you and being able to have you in my life baby so so much and i can never repay G-Love blessing my life with You but i will try. I hope that i can be as strong of a person for you and you have and will be for me. I've never wanted to spend the rest of my life with one person and im glad its you who i feel i dont want to live without. I'm really excited for us beggining this new year together and for our resolutions. I love you baby and i cannot wati to see you later. MUAH!!!

                                                        ,Tu Panson.